feeling a little better and more refreshed now after coming back from yf =) i guess thats the way God wants it; that through fellowship, we can build each other up and grow in Christ. this sunday we'll be having a class lunch ... haha another opportunity to gather around to talk and share ~ plus YF camp is coming round the corner!!! YAY! haha i missed the previous one so i'm definitely not gonna miss this year's man =) the planning phase is gonna start soon ... hopefully all of us can play an active part in it~ both as a helper and as a camper.

had quite a long talk with one of my bunk mates today and basically we talked about everything from army to life to religion. he told me that he admires my innocence regarding alot of worldly issue as well as how i view things .. very innocent meh? hmm dunno lah .. but it does set me thinking as to what exactly was he talking about .. does that mean i have a very sheltered life? i mean i do know that i'm leading a sheltered life and haven't really undergone much hardship .. but sheltered to what extent? who knows how different i would have turned out to be if my life was otherwise. another thing i'm quite fascinated by is how lightly they view free sex ... its like they change sex partners faster then i buy new clothes lor ... and the way they describe it all ... like its very common and that morality isn't an issue liddat ... haiz ... corrupted people. corrupted world. confused me. just before we ended our conversation, he told me one other thing: in this world girls look for only three things in a guy: 1)money 2)looks 3)charisma/charm . would've simply brushed it aside without a thought but he went on to tell me that these are the top 3 answers that other girls actually gave him when he asked them. as was i think about it and all, it scares me cause i find myself agreeing to what he says about girls nowadays ... what do YOU think?