everyone's so stressed up today. my rsm's so stressed that he kept smoking non stop, my head trainer's barking his head off, my encik's face was so black and everyone was like rushing here and there and dashing to meet deadlines. the bane of humanity. work work and more work. tools and computers get things done faster so that more work can be piled on you. vicious cycle man. i guess sometime we get so caught up in all these worldly stuff that we completely lose our bearings; what we need to do is slow down, take a step back and look at the big picture ... at how everyone's rushing this and that ... its really ironic how people slog and work so that they can have money to afford the finer things in life .. but when they have it, they can't enjoy it.
for example, i really like the Nissan Fairlady so i need to work and work so that i can afford it. when i finally get to buy it, can i stop everything else and just spend quality time with it and cruise around in it? Noooooooooooooooo .... if i stop, how am i going to pay for the road tax, the fuel, the maintainance??? so i'll end up working and working so that i can maintain the upkeep .. can only drive it to and fro working places and occasionally, when i'm NOT that tired and weary after a hard day's work .. i just MIGHT go cruising around in it. sad ain't it .. tsk tsk tsk. haha ok enough crapping and rambling.

pissed someone off just now by asking some things that i'm not suppose to ask, sigh. its very complicated but i felt that the whole thing wasn't an issue at all lor ... dunno why the other party so angry also. bleah. shall go off now .. need to relieve some stress .. maybe i should play some PS2 now ..... hmmmm ..... k shall do just that.