haha wah looks like the topic on gals are generating some discussions~! hehe as dom says, "girls .. cant live with them, cant live without them" =P well i guess there are some truths in that ... the things that they do and say somethings really amazes and tickles me .. but at the same time, the confusion and sometimes frustration that they cause cancels out the fun and joy they bring. haiz ... then again, who am i to comment since i haven't even been in a relationship myself? haha ~ =P

wj: what do guys look for in girls? i guess guys do go for outward beauty and all ... the other factors really differ on an individual basis i guess ... but i know that guys would really appreaciate a girl if she can cook lor. super big plus point if she can cook really well =) well i haven't really got any idea what i should look out for in girl .. but other then outward beauty (doesn't mean i'm a shallow person though) and intelligence, i think one of the things that would "turn me on" would be if she's really filial to her parents and that she genuinely loves God. then again .. these are only my presumptions ... must see the will of our Father i guess. so in the meantime i'll wait patiently .. no point acting on my own limited wisdom, rush things and creating trouble for myself.

went out for lunch with some of our BS class people just now ... dunno why but i honestly speaking, i didn't enjoy myself one bit. i guess if its wasn't for stan, i'd have gone home straight after lunch; it was he who reminded me that by leaving so early, i'd sorta dampen the overall mood of the group .. so i guess i tagged along just for the sake it. sigh. most of the time, i feel like i just want to be alone. to tell the truth, i fear being with people. everything they do, everything they say ... i can't help but question and doubt them ... why is he/she doing this??? is there a hidden meaning or is he/she implying something when he/she said that? i seem to have a problem trusting people i guess .. either that or i end up trusting the wrong people. whats wrong with me recently .. machiam PMS-ing liddat. really tired since i didn't sleep last night .. will go to bed now.