of staying in hall ...

loads of people keep asking me why do i engage myself with so much stuff during holiday; afterall, engaging in so much stuff means that i have to stay in hall during the holidays!

well, i'm not sure how best to answer, cause i don't really know the answer myself. i do recall myself commenting once that its damn dumb to be staying in school and in hall during the holidays. i mean come on ... haven't you had enough of hall and school for 2 semesters each year? having said that once, it is kinda ironic isn't it, that i myself am doing it now.

i guess, the one real answer to it is that i want to try out as much stuff as i can now, while i still have the time and ability to. no point for me to think back many years later and regret that i didn't take up this or do that.

joining all these activities have truly opened my eyes to alot of things, and in the process, it's constantly teaching me many lessons, one after another. there are heartaches and bad times, but i'm learning to take them in my strides as they come along. hopefully, by the time i'm through with all these, i'll become a better man.

alright, enough of talk; gonna go off for carolling soon.

but before i go ... since we're on the topic of carolling, sigh ... i miss my choir pals. i miss the sensation of coming together to make music. i miss those days =(