just read this blog by someone called joan ... haha she's suppose to be from our YF too, but then hmmm ... no impression leh. here's something i lifted out from her blog

"im also determined to become a true christian..which means no more of crappy swear wds..and ive gotta read the bible everyday..kae..i only open my bible once a week..on sunday..in church..yea..but since yesterday..i decided..i mus read the bible everyday..yupps..so last nite i started reading the book of matthew. tonite continue..everydayy read 2 chapters lorhh..haha..now im totally holy..forgiven my sis for wadever crap shes done..forgiven whoever that hurt me before..whatever..so today im feeling pretty happy..cos dont have anyone i hate anymore..forgiven everybody..of course theres will still be ppl that hate me larhh..but i wont hate them..haha...ive changed..gonna be more christian-like and all..Blessed is the LORD! i will try to follow wad he wants s christians to do..i Cant be wad i was last yr..blur blur type and never pay attention in klass..last yr also neva pay attention in chuch..this yr..i'll try to pay attention to wadever klasses i have..youth fellowship toos"

very simple words, very simple resolutions, but i'm very glad that she's determinded to be a better christian and get to know God better. i've made up my mind to be a sunday school teacher because thats the kind of effect i want to have on the youths. i hope to be a tool for Him to use, that i can be a guide for growing christians. so its time for me to step up and walk even closer to Him, for if i'm not sufficiently equipped, there's no way i can be a good mentor. pray for me yah~