stayed back in camp till 8 pm today, all thanks to my impending accounts inspection. was pretty sore and disappointed that i missed YF today ... amidst the hectic rushing and all ... i dunno but somehow, i managed to find joy and laughter in the way me and my friends do our stuffs and accounts .. i guess when a group of people suffer and slog together, we tend to get to know each other better and become closer =) its been confirmed that i have to burn my saturday this week again .. haha kinda expected it anyway. dunno what time i'll end and also dunno if i can even make it to lyn's house for steamboat.

come to think of it, i've been through a pretty depressing and rough week with lotsa things and events happening. i guess somewhere, somehow, the evil one has succeeded with his plans cause i really feel that i've strayed slightly away from God this week. i've been relying alot on my own comprehension and limited (EXTREMELY limited) wisdom to solve my problems ... as a result, i got more and more worried and the feeling of inadequecy sorta tunnelled its way into the depth of my heart. thats the price to pay i guess .. for not trusting in His providence .

"trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight" Prov 3:5,6
Amen.