full circle

i risk painting an imagery of a glutton for myself with this posting but ah well. heck =P

food used to be something that makes me happy. if something bad happens, it'd help in cheering me up no matter what happens. the degree varies linearly with the severity of the trigger incident and the quality of food that i eat, but at the end of it i would feel better or happier somehow.

but as of today, i notice that its not happening. i didn't feel anything after breakfast. nor did i feel anything after lunch. zilch after dinner too. and now as i think back, i didn't take my meals as a result of feeling hungry, but because my friends wanted to eat. no more food cravings!

i know my mum, for one, would be super happy to hear this.

how strange.

on another note, my mugging momentum is back. it has come back to its owner at last. went off and started mugging straight after my paper today. non-stop all the way till 9pm. muahahaha, starting to feel a teeny weeny sense of accomplishment. i still conserve it and continue to push myself all the way.

5 down and 2 more to go! then i'd be a free man again. discipline!