spent the entire late afternoon lying in bed today trying to ease my sinus-stricken nose. being alone at home, everything seemed so quiet. pin-drop silence coupled with the low frequency humming of the fridge.

many weird thoughts kept coming forth, making my otherwise bad day even worse. being alone is such a miserable thing. the mental image of San San from Eric Khoo's 12 Storeys unwiltingly made its way out from my random thoughts, imprinting itself at the foremost of my brain.

humans are such frail creatures. our constant need for acceptance and companionship is overwhelming, and yet at the same time, we can't do without moments of solitude. so much fragilty and so much weakness.

ok think i'm beginning to sound sombre and ominous. and the weather is echoing my being.
rainy, dark and cold.

on a totally off note, i think V and B are damn sweet. so heart warming!

bah, i think i've had enough for tonight. long day ahead tmr. gd nite y'all.