i've been caught up in a whirlwind of events recently and along the way, i seem to have lost focused on lots of things. things very precious and important to me. i desperately need to get them back.

my dream is slipping out of my grasp and it looks certain that there's no way i'm going to grab a hold of it again. does that mean i'll have to pursue something else?

i'm sorry dude, looks like i'm not going to make it to M afterall. everything looks so bleak.

how nice it would have been, if we could have followed the route we talked about in the car; the Insead route that would eventually lead us to M.

sigh.