endless frustration.

is the difference in perspective that vast?

or so minute are my actions, that they cannot be seen.

or misinterpreted?

~

once tis broken, cannot be mended.

wrenched into two, never to be made anew

~

comparisons aplenty.

not to expectation,

in envy,

in unhappiness?

~

i'm sorry if i'm not who you expect me to be;

or if i cannot live up to what you want me to be.

~

something has happened.

has realization dawned upon?

can you feel it?

do you?

~

i do not want to end up like him.

but powerless to do what has been dealt to me am I.