just came back from people's park; our tickets and hotel reservation has been confirmed!!!! yay! haha .. we're going to Bangkok in 2 months' time~ woooohooo!!!
yup, we finally got pass all our "planning" and sourcing for info and simply went down to the tour agents, did a comparison and booked our tickets! about $470 for a 5D/4N stay at baiyoke sky( hopefully we get it; confirmation within the next few days) .. not too bad i guess ... but my mum was complaining that it seemed pretty ex. to her ... hmmm really meh? i dunno lah ... never did much travelling anyway.

well tmr's my "big" day ... going back to Pulau Tekong at last for my recourse ... am feeling torn inside .. haha. one part of me welcomes the change; going back to a more physically demanding environment and sweating it out. the other part however is unwilling to let go of the freedom i had when i was back in unit life; being able to book out every night ... none of the regimental stuff .... haiz. and then there's my injuries ... my right knee cap feels very weird .. out of place i would say, especially when i put my legs together. and when i walk .. it just doesn't feel right. haha .. why am i so unfortunate to kena this kinda shit ... especially when i was so excited about going back to bmt initially. the occurance of this incident has really dampened my mood alot man. well i guess this and a whole lot of factors have caused my to feel very down and moody recently; and i just can't seem to find anyone to turn to and share it all with. luckily He had other plans for me and sent someone to talk to me ... well you know who you are. thanks alot man ... talking to you lift me up alot and i really thank God for putting you in my way; and i won't lose a finger ... or at least i'll try not to =P God bless ya~

vivien: take care and try to enjoy your redang trip ok
dom: have fun marking and carrying out your duties during the 5 PSLE marking days
gavin: drink lotsa water and get more rest! and if it gets worse, see a doctor!