haiz after all the anticipation of tomorrow's volleyball game at sentosa, the confirmed turn out for tomorrow seems quite pathetic ... so far only got 8 people confirm ... kinda feel very low and disappointed now. hopefully we have good weather tomorrow otherwise it'll really dampen my spirit even more. anyway, i'm suppose to lead worship on sunday during BS but up till this point of time, i haven realli thought of the theme and what songs to sing yet ... having a headache now regarding that. been feeling very messed up recently ... my thoughts are in a messed right now and i've been feeling really frustrated and full of angst. plus on top of that, i'm STILL sick lor ...

i think being in the army has really made me retarded or rather, it has deteriorated my intelligence ... the mundane and routine act of merely following orders has completely corrupted my thought process ... now i can't seem to think and analyse things properly. liddat how? go back to uni and study life sure die one =(

lynette is still having problems with her computer and printer now and is currently torn between buying new printer and computer or just reformatting and using the old one .. haha i think she's gonna take a while to decide man. thats its for now lah .. gotta go lock myself in my room, clear my head and start brain-storming for the worship session liao ...