something happen 2 hours ago and it really made me think and reflect alot about how pathetic life and the choices we make can really be. someone very close to me(lets just call that person, 'X') fell terribly sick, but the thing that saddened me most was the fact his spouse didn't show much concern about his plight; as if that wasn't bad enough, she even told him to stop acting ... it really broke my heart seeing the way X's wife treats him. it sets me wondering what it'd be like for myself in future ... if thats how life's gonna be like then i'd rather not get married at all ... isn't the point of getting married such that you'll have someone there to share your joys and woes? a confidante to divulge your deepest secrets? someone to lift you up during your darkest hour, when there seems to be no one else standing by you? i've always thought wives would cherish, love and support their husbands, but it looks like i've been a fool all this while ... either that or i'm shutting out reality and turning away from the oblivious truth. looks like i'm gonna have to think very clearly and really seek God's will before committing myself in future.